CONfusion..

hello everybody,a formal greeting eh,after a long time....HOWDY...!!!!(mexican;) way),so howz dis....!!!?
So why dint I blog these many days...? simple coz im confused,blank minded(actually flooded wid many thoughts ,sort of a paradox, u know!! cant xplain properly),and yeah ofcource LAZYNESS,procrastination is the key of aa..huh...never mind (thought of writing some thing heavy). "cant xplain properly"(catch that phrase??) hmm den why the hell am i writing a blog about it.Well this post is not about confusion xactly ,but just to figure out a way to get out of this confusion, and  how`ll tht happen ...........blank again so this post is just my experipent whether i can figure out why am I feeling very low these days.........!!!!!!!!(so bear wid it)...

                         So wat is that i have been doing lately , ya forgot , I am a B.tech grad now,yes I have completed by B.tech :-D.So whats wid it..??.Now if any 1  asks me tell me about urself the line goes "yo der kasyap (B.tech ) here ".sounds cool huh......!!!!(if it doesnt 4 any of u,atleast sounds like yey..!!!. for me) nd its none of your concern to ask whats after b.tech...!!! may be i`ll just talk what these 4 years are like......!!
                         Or ill just skip unnecessary topics nd will jus say 4 years went well ,nd its not at all like what i`hv imagined in plus two.Ofcource no clg would have reached my expectations(cant help it,blame the hollywood...!).nd finally the last day of college was "ass kicking"....!!!!! no  its not an expression, im saying we really got our butts kicked sry the word is teared apart....!! my classmates believe in improvisation as an important aspect,so they developed the concept of birthday bumps(which are actually supposed to be the  heartfull wishes to the b`day lad) to a next level we`ll name it FUN BUMPS, every guy of our class got his ass kicked depending on the grudge levels....:).And felt sad for leaving the college(no...!! im not here).......!!!Then got my results pretty satisfactory....!!!!Project marks made kasyap very happy...!!
                      Then what ...!!!B.tech grad in home how does that feel...!!!!!!!!! ok lets see ..a btech guy will actually learn how does world outside look like(as if i have seen it,no but intend make a guess...:D)....The knight who has paid condonation fee all his engineering life will now ...now......learn to pay `electricity bill` with or without fine (doesnt really matter).The knight who negotiated his marks with the lab incharge...will now negotiate the price of baingan(brinjal) for rs 12/kg (according 2 the market ,nd plz correct me `not` if im wrong ).The knight  who had never waited for anything in engineering life will now wait for the interview call like ...ah ...like ya pavlov`s dog for food bell....;D(gud one eh..!?).He will now start spending time with his parents patiently(warning:read dis wid no emotions) ofcource purpose may be different.Will expect to meet  his friends leaving abroad,for one last time.(nah ..!!we just think about the treat not that we`ll miss him/her).And will further hope that life would teach us a lot.....(wow heavy ryt...!!!)...nd yeah forgot to write another important thing  Karate Kid is one gud movie to watch,I have learnt some Chinese ,and figured out that its similar to  punjabi...:D.and yeah i hate tamilians....(reason would be ,i just dont like them).......(above mentioned points are not generalised if its like you read it nd feel it :p,not that it would help,in a way ya would help killing ,no passing your free time)

MORAL:I am still confused nd i still dunno the reason....(its not a moral actually but want 2 maintain my style of writing:D) nd hoping that my next blog wud be abt something else ,which will not have any shades of my confusion in it.... ( ciao...)